I m here to post again...for a reason which i cannot even fathom. Upon reading wj's post...there was an instinctive feeling within me...a feeling that had given me the obligation to write something. But now that i am here...i am tongue-tied...in a loss of words...such irony...isnt it?

I know that I will never be as level-headed...as matured as wj....and i have to repeatedly remind myself not to lose faith. i have tried...but on our chance of pulling through it...i guess i can only be cautiously...or even fearfully optimistic.

It's now a mere two days to the release of the results of the JAE....as wj has mentioned in his post. Yes...this is a problem we have all anticipated long ago...that we have long skirted in our conversations...that we have long tried to avoid from even thinking about it. But on 22 March we will have to face the reality all the same...and by the 23rd of March the class will be unusually silent....the class will no longer be the same again...

We must realise that it will be a painful process...because of the fact that we have mingled with each other to such an extent that our spirits are intertwined into one...that being the class spirit. But the JAE will forcifully extract individuals out...leaving the class spirit wounded...and writhing in agony.

Yes....the process will be painful and even frightening...but let's put faith in Hope...and Love...shall we? There is always an end to a beginning. But the beginning is not important...neither is the end. It's what we have done in between them that differentiates 05s34 from other classes...it's the memories in between them that we will soon come to treasure.

So...as we are marking an end to the first three months in three-four...Seize the Day! Make full use of whatever little time we have left together. Live each day in three-four like there is no tommorow...so that we will have no regrets...

Let us recognize that we can be Man of Endurance...and of Courage, in face of adversity. Let us recognise that changes are inevitable. Only then will we move on...

Poh Wei