...i have no idea why...but i just feel like blogging non-stop...there's nth else for me to do...i 'm in no mood to do any tutorials...i dun even think i need to do it now.......i need to talk to someone....there no one i can talk to in my house...nobody will understand how i feel...they sae 9 is a gd score...but they will nv understand y i wanted so badly to get a 7...nobody in my sch knows how i feel...i am feeling somewad disappointed...
...i've work very hard...but things still turn out this way...i really wanted to stay very much...i suddenly realise i dun wanna go any where else...not even nj...the only place i wanna go to is hc......even if i die...i want to die a hwachongian and not some other jc-ian....

...i'm very lost now...fate has to play such a cruel trick on me...it's as if it given me something i wanted very badly....and after i've grew so attached to it...cruelly take it away from me...