...it's 12.14 now....this means tt it's judgement day...we'll be getting something i believe many do not wanna get...i'm not gonna tok abt X-country as many have blogged abt it...

...basically i'll be toking abt judgement day so if u dun wanna hear anything whiny then u might wanna stop here...

...seriously i'm running out of ideas to blog...maybe becoz my mind is now filled with nth but judgement day...i'm worried...i'm worried becoz i enjoy every moment together with S34...i'm afraid i have to leave...I really have no confident of staying...I'm afraid of going to school tml...last yr...my school had this board tt bears the names of pple who have gotten 6 or 7 distinctions and above...in order to stay in hwachong...we need to get at least 6 distinctions...with 1 in humanities and 1 in L1...which means...if i dun see my name on the board...i most likely am not able to stay in hc...even if i do see my name...i wud still have to pray that wad i got is A1 not A2....as 6A2 will be equals to 12 and i will still not be able to stay...

...i really dunno where i wanna go if i cannot stay..i might consider nj...else poly...but where i wanna be most is still hc....

...sometimes i wonder whether the first 3 mths system is gd or bad...it's gd in the sense tt you can experience the life of a certain JC to see whether you like it...sometimes you may not get wad you wanted and you can still change...it also allows you to experience subjects to see whether you like it...however...it's bad when you have grown attached to everything, everyone there...but have not choice but to leave...the pain experience will be more than not being able to make it there for first 3 mths and still can't make it after tt....

...I'm not really good at writing using flowery and bombastic words....i dunno how to describe my feelings now other than using the word "worried"...My vocab and creativity is limited...but wad i can sae is tt i enjoyed every single time with S34...It's great...In fact...i think it's the best i've ever had...and if i really have to leave...i will really miss everyone i've known in hc...my nickname will alwaes bear [0534-1314]....05S34 ROX!!!.................

-[YjN]- Signing Out...